andiii says:

so after a nice dinner and buying some personal hygiene products for myself my 80$ has dwindled to about 30$. i figure since i dont need anything else im going to make sure oscar gets that 30$ in the bank.

also, ive been looking around online at some clothing from designers and other people and im trying to get a kind of grasp on what i want to do with myself. i know a lot of designers get inspiration from people or events and i am interested in a lot of things but im not sure if any of it is 'new' fashionwise. and i am still finding more and more unknown designers making clothes that are so new and its not really daunting but im so down about my recent lack of creativity.

hopefully im inspired soon cuz momma needs to pay the bills. and make a name for herself. myself . . .