road trip

i so need a road trip to get out. get it out of my system too. i really want to drive up to san fran and see everything. just spend a bunch of time seeing every single thing. i want to meet the people and see the sites and hang out. pepino and pollo are coming soon . . . watch out

i want a damn car. but i shouldnt because id probably end up everywhere. i dont want to be able to leave when i want to. idk where id go or if id want to come back haha

sleep

sleep all day and awake all night. i might have a better life in japan or something. where the hours fit my body. japan wouldnt be too bad i guess. lots of people and easy to not so much blend in but assimilate. theres always rosetta stone after all. i think ill learn japanese after i finish spanish. and i have to know spanish by december so jeeze. its what, nine months of time. ima be all white

the plan

my bff pollo and i have talked about a serious change in our lives. so i have til july 1st to accomplish full sexyness. and by that i mean, of course, that i accomplish the beach bod of magazines worth. dont judge me. we will be monitoring our weight and diet and exercise to keep on track as well. and i have decided to keep track on here between normal blogs. i have not weighed myself yet today so i will set down the goals i hope to acheive.

by april 1st:

diet at 5/6 small meals daily
asleep by midnight and awake by 9/10
on wii fit half an hour a day for appx 5 days a week
jogging an hour at least 2 times a week
possible p90x

by may 1st:

diet at 5/6 small meals daily
asleep by midnight and awake by 9/10
on wii fit an hour a day for appx 5 days a week
jogging an hour at least 4 times a week
most likely p90x

by june 1st:

diet at 5/6 small meals daily
asleep by midnight and awake by 9
on wii fit an hour a day for appx 5/7 days a week
jogging two hours at least 4 times a week
probably definate p90x

by july 1st:

hopefully me, down 10ish lbs., with a flat stomach, better sleeping and eating habits, and a rockin beach body to flaunt at the beach

so theres the plan.

as of late

i am well on my way to learning spanish properly. yay for me. plus i have some sort of dress fetish i just found out about today. i really love dresses . . . and betsey johnson is amazing

hungry

ugh i want to snack but i cant and i shouldnt.











mannnn -__-

basics

its impossible to forget how going back to basics can liven up a wardrobe. so many people think the craziest, patterned things make an outfit, but i really love a lot of simple basics. as trendy as i suppose its become, i find a lot on urbanoutfitters.com to be very pretty. ill agree right now that its overpriced. these are several items from my wishlist. i so wish i had the money for them--- or a credit card

wow

amazing first time at this place . . . i didnt get very creative but man am i going back to try some more. dutch chocolate, strawberry and green tea are especially good flavors. ugh i want some now

decor

so ive always had some kind of intuition with interior design. i really love bright, subtle, clean design inside the home. these decor images are just adorable and so chic. i am so recreating this in my home. i wish i knew who put them all together too. i cant get over it.

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questionable

i wonder why it is im always so restless and anxious. i guess i am a bit under stimulated pretty much all the time but i dont think it would make me restless and anxious necessarily. i want to go out and learn things and have new experiences. i would love to be in school at the least. id have something to do every day. since its impossible to get a job, maybe ill be an extra-full-time student--- do some school intern stuff i suppose. i could spend more time on the wii fit and see if any results come of ritualistic game play. anyways, heres a couple pictures for you. guess they feel how i feel.

vintage dress

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god i wish i could have gone to prom in one of these. the blue especially is so gorgeous. id love to make dresses like these some day in a line of my clothes. some really pretty, affordable, durable, mock-vintage dresses. the world needs some more, i think.